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Sunday, February 04, 2007
4:37 AM
yey! finally gt internet connection !
anyways,
i miss certain ppl ryt nw.
i think u know who you are.
and no, fidz isnt one of them.
dnt know why lei.
i dunno what to do.
why is it that i always think of him lyk he's one of THEM.
bt its true what ryt.
whats happening ryt nw,
mcm dejavu.
same old thing.
he's so typical la.
why are all malay guys lyk tat?
why cnt i find a decent guy.
someone like hakim, maybe?
le sighs.
i miss hakim.
i want him.
bt then again,
i dont think i deserve him la.
k, alee. stop your crap.
talked to someone bout this.
and he says i should just forget his past.
tapi kan. susah ok.
i love him.
so much til it hurts sometimes.
he's wayy below my standard.
bnyk orng pn ckp mcm gitu sey.
bt then again, i shouldnt follow ppl's judgements.
i should follow my heart kn?
go change ur attitude la.
i wish all you guys would do that.
like, seriously.
4 more days & we're officially 2 mnths together.
hopefully this'll last long.
anyway alee.
even if you guys were to break up,
you'll be used to it ryt?
same ol.
same ol.
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