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registered nurse
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
9:09 PM
I LOST MY PENCIL CASE.
dammit.
rip curl siaa.
damn old sch la.
i used tat since sec 3 ok!
arrgghhh.
& my stationeries were new la!
fuck fuck fuck.
i hope e ARSEHOLE who found it fails her sem exams, man.
bloody idiot.
& dont blame me for being careless/forgetful ok!
arrgghhs!
ok, releks.
breathe in, breathe out.
payday's in 5 days time.
cn buy new one ok, alee?
2 peeps complained tat i look sick jst nw.
wtf.
tats like the 6th comment tis wk.
do i really look that sick?
haiyoo.
bt i dont feel sick.
just tired.
damn damn tired actually.
hmmm.
i wish i was rich or sth.
i hate hate hate being broke.
esp drng this period of time.
arrr.
pantat la.
dpt gaji, bt i cnt even go shopping with e $$.
wtf sey.
my life is so pathetic.
& screw you la AH.
bloody cocksuckers.
i think i'd prolly be dead by the time i get my nursing pay.
humph.
anyways,
tmr's friday.
i hate fridays.
seriously.
whats wit e 3 hr break & night lessons, man?
damn.
nyp is so fucked up.
everything in tis world is fucked up.
& oh ya,
i got my 1st reminder letter today.
biological science.
whatever.
k, bye.
i want to run away frm home.
i want to run away frm home.
i want to run away frm home.
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Friday, April 20, 2007
12:01 AM
oggy is cool.
makes me wana wrk @ THAT restaurant located on e 70th floor @ swisshotel.
:)
k, alee MINAH sey.
i think tats what dayana's gona say to me.
bleargh.
whatever.
damn.
i think im lyk e only student nurse who still havent get her attachment pay yet.
screw you la AH.
cn i change hospital pls?
-_-
tmr sch ends @ 8pm.
wtf right?
friday night is "party" night siaa.
hahas.
k,
overall i think everythings a-ok.
cept for money problems.
bt i guess things'll be fine by nxt wk.
i hope.
ayte, taa~
p.s. alee was officially declared a cam whore today.
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
10:57 PM
meen's gone.
& we'll meet up again in 3 yrs time.
hehhs.
yeay!
im gg to nz!
.....in 3 yrs time la.
hahakz.
& & &,
my BEST FRIEND's gonna wrk at coffee bean,
changi airport t2.
does tat rings a bell?
haiyooo.
here i am successfully moving on with life,
& then i have to be reminded of all these little things.
oh wells,
papela.
hopefully katy's application gets rejected or sth.
omg.
i CANT believe i said that.
alee,
u selfish bitch.
k, forget i mentioned tat.
ok?
fuck,
i miss spinelli/(adidas?).
:)
sch strts tmr.
hopefully this sem wnt add anymore stress than what im alr facing la.
argh.
hopefully the attachment pay comes tmr.
da satu bulan sak.
cibeii.
i need money ok?
argh.
& should i or should i nt lend ayil $$.
grrr.
I HATE IT WHEN IM FUCKING BROKE, dammit.
i hate it when i need to use my fucking hard earned $$ to solve my fucking problems.
AND i hate IRRESPONSIBLE boys ppl.
go & die la.
ok, bye!
p.s. the NEW girl is a MINAH. so i dont have to get all jealous ryt? haha.
p.p.s. MISLI pompan ke laki ah? cheena or melayu? *wonders*
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
11:29 PM
ok, alee's online.
waaahh!
when's mom buying a new com man?
this bloody com is seriously so fucked up.
argh.
k life's ryt nw is lyk sec sch man.
esp on the whole razi thing.
wtff.
bt im nt complaining tho.
hee :))
& & &,
i am NOT looking forward to sch nxt wk.
hve u seen e timetable?
bloody hectic man!
& hw am i gonna tke my elective module?
damn damn damn.
super duper sucky ducky man.
grrrr.
& i need money.
nt fr shopping kaes.
to buy BOOKS.
SCHOOL BOOKS.
argh.
fuckk.
i think my family is bloody fucked up.
serious.
can i lyk run away.
now?
sighs.
NOBODY KNOWS HOW I FEEL.
NOBODY CARES ABT MY REAL PROBLEMS.
SCREW ALL OF YOU LA.
i so sick of drowing myself in work & booze & ciggs(& more ciggs..).
damn alee.
so being so happy happy FAKE in frnt of them cn?
what are friends for?
to SHARE them YOUR problems.
& no, this is not abt e recent breakup.
purleez.
i think im crazy you know?
maybe im suffering frm depression.
tralalalalalala.
k, enough.
i shall go smoke myself to death nw.
& then i shall go & sleep & pretend everythings alright.
EH YA.
I CANT BELIEVE IM A YR 2 STUDENT NXT WK!
HAHAHA!
WOOHOO.
"WAHH, ALEE DA BESAR SEY..!"
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
5:20 AM
TODAY HAS BEEN A VERY LONG & FREAKING DRAMATIC DAY.
bt still,
OMGG. ITS OVER!!
relieved?
like, hell yeah man.
FINALLY.
eh wait,
i think so la.
HAHAHA.
k, shall go sms him ltr.
he should be happy i guess.
i mean, im happy.
so he should be ryt?
fuck,
why should i care?
"cos you're a nice & caring prsn alee."
HARHARHAR.
aiya, crap la. i dnt care if this isnt a proper one. i jz want to get it over n done wit la. stupid arsehole gt no balls to see me & talk things over. him & his stupid reverse psycho shit thang. prftt. waste hp bill je tau. beh tknk admit. see ppl? tats y i dnt do breakups over e phone ok? haiyaa. eh wait, actually i wasnt even planning to break up siaa. aru nk talk things out.. explain to him why i was ignoring him & all..(like, hello, even happy ppl have personal probs ok?) .. too bad lor things have to turn out like this..
aiya, papela. no use acting kn alee? no use being in denial, no use trying to keep on to this r/l if u know he wnt change. anyway u promised urself nt to repeat the same mistake over again kn? same ol. same ol. so yah, this was e right choice to do la. ok, alee? so dnt stress bout his future ok? like, as if he'll have one anyway. hmmm.. k, tat was harsh. true. bt harsh.. haha.
oh wells. even if i didnt get to cnfront him or get honest answers frm him, at least i learnt sth la, tat is erm,: all boys are liars? HAHAHA. bt you know, hiding stuffs frm someone cn also called lying ryt? well, at least in alee's dictionary la.. heee. haiya, what a waste. first i dont get to beat the crap out of him. nw i cant even get answers frm him. wastedd. tapi tkpela. dnt wanna waste my time on him anymore. im soo relieved we're strangers nw.
k, nw its time fr e big question:-
should i or should i nt burn his dvd?
hmmmm..
i like e movie tho.
maybe i should keep it.
hmmmm..
tough question.
ok, bye.
p.s. & thankiewss to YOU (you know who you are) fr e advice. i know e call was surprising. haha. bt thanks. i owe you one :)
BYE!
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Sunday, April 01, 2007
1:51 AM
whoa.
been bumping & meeting & chatting up wit alot of old ppl recently.
whats up wit tat man?
freakyy.
its lyk e past's comin to haunt me or sth.
hahakz.
oh ya,
payday today.
:))
chunky necklaces & bangles,
many2 button earrings,
a pair of skinny black jeans,
& roman sandals('jesus slippers' hehe. inside joke.),
pumps!
makeup stuffs!
belts!
books!
many2 vintage tees!
whoa,
e retail therapy really paid off man.
i feel very satisfied now.
& khady was the lucky bitch of e mnth.
hehhs.
k, bt right nw i need to finish settling some stuffs.
ezlink crd replacement,
prep fr sch,
this STUPID r/l thing,
work, etc.
haiz.
sounds easy to settle kn?
bt its nt ok.
i seriously am lost ryt nw.
bt anyhows,
many2 thnks to e ppl who's been lending a great listening ear to me.
those advices etc...
helps. ALOT.
heex.
thankieww!!
k, apart frm the settling of stuffs & all,
im LOVIN & enjoying every sec of this hols man!
serious.
no sarcasm whatsoever on the 'LOVIN' prt.
i feel so much relaxed these pst few days.
& i've never been happier!
:))
k,
i seriously need to rest.
gg jogging wit my bitch tmr!
taa~
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