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Friday, December 19, 2008
11:35 PM
today was a terrible day.
i still dnt understand y im like this. is it e prcp - the importance of this final attachment thats really stressing me out? or is it e ward? or is this some kinda personal issue im having?
cos i know im not that bad the previous attachments. like, seriously lah. i cant wait to compare e testimonials im gonna have for this attachment with my prev attachments jst to prove it that something is definitely wrong with me right now.
everyday, every single fucking second im thinking whether or not im gonna pass this freakin prcp. i feel so fucking frustrated and tired everyday aftr wrk. hell, i dnt even feel like gg out drng off days. all i wanna do is lie in bed and sleep. and somehow wake up hoping that this fucking attachment is all over. i cant even eat, sleep and shit without thinking of it, man.
and i still dnt geddit y they're making us handle more stress when they know that we're DEFINITELY not ready for it. garrgghh.
i swear to god if this goes on, i might even get suicidal.
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