the ex wants me to promote his band so that chicks will start to dig him. -_____-"
so here it is:
you know, somehow i feel that he's not being entirely honest on that girl on his msn's dp. cousin my arse. which sick incest perv would wanna display a pic of his gorgeous cousin on his msn dp?! *rolls eyes*
ok, whatever.
YYY
i should stop satisfying my impulsive cravings. colourful accessories, swensens' ice cream supper, famous amos cookies, crunchie chocolates, kinder buenos, etc. i cant believe i spend all that amt of $$ meant fr that hot pink Baby G watch on them la! arrgghh. bodohnye aku..! gahh.
&&&, i miss staying at home. really really. i havent relaxed at home for a looong time la! keluar sana, keluar sini.. :/
&&&, i havent been revising fr prcp these past few days/week?. gahh. i really should continue back, right? >.<
ok, with that said, i promise not to go out nxt wk. i promise not to go out nxt wk. i promise not to go out nxt wk.
ok, bye!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 6:11 AM
6am now. i cant slp! this PRCP thing is worrying me to death la! sighs.
am gg to sch tmr. i'll try my luck la ok. hopefully mr tang will help. but i doubt doris'll let me change ward tho. leceh pe.. sighs.
anyways, im feeling much, much better lah. not as angst up as jst now. aftr much thinking, i think i dnt really mind having my PRCP there lahh. afterall, ward 29 is an easy ward to pass. (so i've heard lah) hehe. i rmbr EN Farhanah telling me how most cgh nurses actually wanted to work there cos its like a 'gaji buta' job. hahakz. ward 29 also specializes in sleeping disorders tau! crazy, right?! hurhur..
okla. look on e bright side la alee. even if u dont get to learn/achieve your desired learning objectives, at least you'll still be learning sth new lahh. anw, asalkn pass sudah la eh. :/
oh what crap am i saying. in denial betol lah aku nie, tau.
YYY
anw, since im in a MUCH better mood. i'll jst blog abt e SCC lah.
erm..
actually, theres nth to blog abt. hahakz. we had FUN!! like jakon ppl. ana took alot of pics! & e pics are with her. so i think i'll post em up once i get em lah. :))
ok, bye.
12:09 AM
jst received news on my PRCP posting. KENA POSTED TO WARD 29 LA SEY.
"Ward 29 is a 'B1/B2+ Class' ward in CGH. It is a Surgical & Rehabilitation Ward which specialises in ENT & Eye disorders."
OMFG. OMFG. OMFG. GET THAT PPL, THIS MEANS I'LL BE DEALING WITH PATIENTS WHO HAVE EAR/ NOSE / THROAT / EYE PROBLEM. CAN U FUCKING BELIEVE IT? PUNYE PEH BORINGGG...!!!
ARRGGHH!! PRCP 3 BULAN PULAK TU..
AAAHHHHH!!!!! MATILAH AKU...!!!
eh, seriously sak. ENT / Eye Ward leh. whats there to put our skills learnt into practice ah, in ward 29? nasal & eye medication administration? eye dressings? prrfftt. WHO FUCKING GIVES A FUCK ABT THOSE STUPID SKILLS, YOU TELL ME?!
NO ONE!!
esp ME!! lame lah!!
&&&, i dnt think we'll even get a chance to do pressure ulcer dressings la! ARRGGHH. i WANT to perform complicated dressings! & i LOVE wound management! yesss, & these skills are mostly only available in a general / geriatric ward! not in stupid, dupid, specialized wards like ward 29!! arrgghh! what a fucking absolute waste of time borrowing those Wound Care books. fucking, fucking waste of time i tell u..
frankly speaking, i hated those ENT & Eye disorders lectures & skills we have to learn in sch. heck, i didnt even study those ENT & Eye lecture notes & skills for e exams. & i dnt think i even attend 75% of e lectures on those topic la! its sucha freakin DRY topic! gahh.
and now imma be stuck in a ward whose speciality i find TOTALLY boring & dry.. bagos la tu eh alee.
& isnt it like for std nurses who are bonded, they'll most likely be chosen to work in the ward where they did their PRCP at?? omggg..
stop it sakk.. i cant imagine myself being stuck in this ward fr another 2 more years sak!! boleh mampos ah! :x
I WANNA DO MY PRCP IN A GENERAL / GERIATRIC WARD LEHHH!!!!!
sape pandai sngt eh pergi decide to include specialized wards as one of e wards fr PRCP ah. i seriously wanna strangle that person ah..
bingit seh!!
YYY
actually, i was suppossed to blog abt today's adventure @ e SSC. but after receiving e depressing news on my PRCP posting, mcm tkde lagi mood seh.
anyways, terribly sorry fr e non-malays reading this. get urself a translator nxt time ok? its jst that i've never been this frustrated before lahh. sampai kene blog kebingitan aku in minah language. nie 1st time sak!! bingit seh!
ahh, ok lah, bye.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 2:36 AM
bumped into HY today @ e sch lib while waiting fr ana. received nt 1, but 3 shocking news abt L dang, i dnt know y i even mentioned her name in e 1st place. what a mistake, man.
suddenly it made me think bout e sec sch days. those things i did may be funny & hilarious fr us. but i think e long term effects were detrimental fr her.
all those 'researching' isnt jst for fun's sake. i hated her, yes. but that was then. & now i feel regretful fr doing all those things i did to her behind her back. honestly, i want to meet her. n personally tell her all those stupid things i did to her. even if it did/did not play a critical part in changing her life. at least after that, then i can let it all go.. forget i said this, ok?
YYY
anw, went to sch today. hung out @ e lib & borrowed some Wound Care books before heading off to meet ana to enquire bout some financial thingy @ e admin office. then we headed to Bishan's Junction 8 to search for "name chops". hehehs.
pretty cool shit place, man. besar nk mampos lahh tmpt tu. ate at Pizza Hut. then we window shopped.
after walking arnd aimlessly fr hours, we managed to find e shop. i ordered a name sticker & 2 name stamps:- one says "NYP YR 3 STD / Siti Aliah" & e other says "SN Siti Aliah" <-- cheyy, confident nmpk boleh pass PRCP. hahakz.. whee~ cant wait for its arrival nxt wk! :))
anw, we chilled @ tcb&tl after that, then we went our separate ways.
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alrighty. thats all fr today. i need to wake up effing early tmr(or today since its alr 2am..)!! cos WE'RE GG TO THE SINGAPORE SCIENCE CENTER!! WOOT~
p.s. haziq's gg fr plastic sx. he plan to do a nose & a dimple job. -_-" p.p.s. farhanah says i'll prolly be e only prcp kid in cgh who uses a "name chop". wth. peliknye cgh. i thought all prcp kids has "name chops". err, or is it on in AH? 0.o
Friday, October 17, 2008 11:06 PM
pics frm ystd's escapee.
enjoy!
:))
actually gmbr ade bnyk lagi la, bt im really too lazy to edit & upload them. bleh. :P
YYY
went to bencoolen bldg jst nw to teman katy buy ift's watch. omfg. e watches there r freakin cheap la! i wanna go buy that super HOT PINK Baby G watch..! heex. i dnt really fancy pink stuffs la. i jst want a watch that'll somehow make my overall nursing attire look outstandingly "BOMB"(hahakz!) during attachment. i mean like, tkkn pakai white/black/blue/brown colour watch kn. matching, yes. bt its so dull la! at least hot pink contrasting tauu.. (ahh yelah tu, macam paham..) anw, its affordable. so yea... i'll think abt it. hehe. :))
Thursday, October 16, 2008 11:50 PM
cathay @ 2.30pm; watched Nights in Rodanthe. effing good! i totally love nicholas sparks! :))
off to little india for a henna session. followed by a train ride to harbourfront (since the Night Safari thing tak jadi), window shopped at Vivocity. ordered awfullyCHOCOLATE's hei ice cream! totally da bomb, man! :))
travelled up to Ben & Jerry's for more ice cream, before heading off for more retail therapy. purchased a BLACK volcom tee. which is TOTALLY UNNECCESARY btw. (i've always wanted a white tee la!.. i've got like a gazillion black tees alr lei..)
ok, then we went our separate ways.
alright, im pretty tired. & super broke. gahhh.
pictures will be displayed as soon as i've received them from ana. so far, all i got is a pic of awfullychocolate's hei ice cream. :/
Monday, October 13, 2008 3:40 PM
i HATE my chubby, babat-filled cheeks. & my dry, hermione-like hair. hmph.
YYY
will be having a short stint @ Fat Face ltr nxt wk. hmmm. ok la tu... nt bad, right?
im left with 30 bucks in my bank acct til nxt payday.
this excludes e 1k-plus savings in e other acct that CANNOT BE WITHDRAWN.
grrr..
how how how???
:(
YYY
"E day b4 thurs den i plan 4us. Takecare."
i am seriously dreading the 16th date.
gahh.
Monday, October 06, 2008 7:37 PM
to all ex-schoolmates, ex-colleagues, ex-boyfriends, ex-scandals, ex- and pre-existing friends and readers who knows me, i would like to seek your forgiveness for any hurtful actions, misunderstandings or words that was said these past few months or years that i may have overlooked and have yet to apologize.
sincerely, alee
p.s. okay, i know my greeting is waaayy overdue.
YYY
anyways, raya was oklah. same ol' routine. $$ collection's getting lesser sey. haix.
i've received like a dozen comments on how different i look these days. one of e KL uncles who dropped by ystd actually thought i was osha's FRIEND. -__________-"
actually i cnt really describe how this yr's raya was spent la. cos we only visited a handful of houses, due to amir having his PSLE hmmm...
YYY
today, i ALMOST finish my Bee Movie game. level 90% leh. but damn, susah nk mampos la sey. so i gave up lor.
& since i've got no other games to play, i felt bored lahh.
so i went game searching/shopping @ CS bought 2 new DS games on impulse: Mario & Diner Dash mahal la sey! $120-plus thats like 3x my raya $$ collection ok! >.<
tapikn, super duper uber damn fun la. so i THINK its worth it la.
hmmm. maybe nxt mnth i'll buy e GBA console. ouhlala~
