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Friday, December 19, 2008
11:35 PM
today was a terrible day.
i still dnt understand y im like this. is it e prcp - the importance of this final attachment thats really stressing me out? or is it e ward? or is this some kinda personal issue im having?
cos i know im not that bad the previous attachments. like, seriously lah. i cant wait to compare e testimonials im gonna have for this attachment with my prev attachments jst to prove it that something is definitely wrong with me right now.
everyday, every single fucking second im thinking whether or not im gonna pass this freakin prcp. i feel so fucking frustrated and tired everyday aftr wrk. hell, i dnt even feel like gg out drng off days. all i wanna do is lie in bed and sleep. and somehow wake up hoping that this fucking attachment is all over. i cant even eat, sleep and shit without thinking of it, man.
and i still dnt geddit y they're making us handle more stress when they know that we're DEFINITELY not ready for it. garrgghh.
i swear to god if this goes on, i might even get suicidal.
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Thursday, December 18, 2008
2:31 PM
these past few aftrnn shifts were pure hell.
& emotional as well.
i hope e staffs wont think of me as this stupid cry-baby who cant handle a little stress.
haix.
bt i cant help it lah.
that aftrnn was by far the worst shift ever.
working with that stupid, fucked-up-to-the-max SSN.
gee, & i really wonder how many balls she had to carry to get that post.
prrfft.
YYY
i guess it all depends on who u're wrking with lah.
NP student been a helpful bunch.
i'd say they're faarrr better than us.
& i really like some of e SNs,
tho im still paranoid abt some personal issues..
i know i dnt handle stress well.
but i'd really like to overcome that by e end of this PRCP lah.
i mean, im gg to be in charge of 2/3 cubicles cum april, man.
so die-die must overcome this, lor.
YYY
i've alr reached halfway to this PRCP.
6 more weeks to go.
6 more weeks to go.
6 more weeks to go.
lets pray that there wont be any screw ups lah, ok?
pls god, pls.
dnt let there be anymore screw ups.
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Sunday, December 14, 2008
5:23 PM
CI fadhilah's gone.
will be @ SGH instead e following week.
damn those SGH PRCP kids.
lucky asses.
i feel sad lah.
she's helped me ALOT in this PRCP, esp with lst friday's incident.
hurhur.
she'll be dearly missed, of course.
 YYY
another person being dearly missed is haziq,
who booked in lst friday.
:(
no one to nag, joke arnd, and laugh with.
sighs.
YYY
i still HATE this PRCP.
i cant wait to get this over and done with.
& i still think im e worst PRCP kid in history.
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Monday, December 08, 2008
12:28 AM
glad i made full use of e holidays.
:))
oh yes, 3 greetings tdy.
HAPPY BELATED BDAE MOMMY DEAREST!,
HAPPY BDAE TO KIKI & ME!, & SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI! :)
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