alee

081289
registered nurse

Monday, May 17, 2010
7:11 PM

insomnia getting frm bad to worst.
i jst cant slp damnit!

been slping at 7-8am,
waking up at 2pm.
would spnd e day either slacking @ hm or i'll be out.

i expect myself to be tired @ e end of e day.
bt nooo,
e cycle repeats itself.

i really tried gettin to bed early.
bt i really cnt slp!
its seriously fucking pissing me off to e max giler babi.

so much so tt lst night i actually triple dosed myself with Pirition.
8mg is not even enough lor.
haix.

idk why this strted eversince i was down with H1N1.
yes, its known tt tamiflu does gives a person insomnia.
bt seriously, c'mon.
my antiviral course was only fr 5 days.
i'd expect e insomnia to be over once i've completed e anti-viral course.
bt nooo.
this stupid thing still persists.
so i assume its nt due to tamiflu.
bt what?
what shitass reason could it be?
grrr.

sometimes i think god is out there to torture me.
haix.

starting wrk cm.
i really hope this issue dosent affect my wrk la.
shitass.

YYY

on a lighter note,
attended Nyx's wedding ystd.
pis will be up soon.
:)