♥ ALEE

2011-02-20T01:49:00.002+08:00

of all times to mke mistakes,
y must it be now?
urgh!

less than 24hrs fr e bkk/krabi trip,
i havent bought e travel insurance yet,
packed my stuffs,
buy stuffs, etc.
so many fuckshit things to do!

n now this has to happen.
FML, seriously.

2011-02-08T00:48:00.004+08:00

i know life may be shitty fr u,
bt my life is even shittier ok.
at least u gt what u want eventually,
even if there's a minor setback.
look at me.
what hve i gotten so far?
im still stuck in this fucked up place,
with a fucked up salary other nursing kids could laugh at,
n i dnt see myself studying overseas like u,
since i still gotta support my family & all.
so pls, stop being whiny n get a grip.
my life is alr so freaking fucked up,
i dnt need to hear your not-so-fucked-up problems, ok?
thank you very much.

gosh,
i srsly need a holiday.
cnt wait fr e bkk/krabi trip.
gimme a break pls.

2010-12-08T10:40:00.000+08:00

trust.
& forgiveness.
tts what i really want fr my 21st bday.

2010-12-02T18:46:00.008+08:00

i wont let all these fuckshit work politics get in my head.
i wont let all these fuckshit work politics get in my head.
i wont let all these fuckshit work politics get in my head.

YYY

ice cream buffet!
:)

it was super duper yummilicious.
bt e downside is tt we didnt get to try all ice cream flavours!
boo.
i blame it on our late arrival time, e yakkings & stupid dares.
haha.

yeesss, one down.
many more adventures to go.
:)))

YYY

i may appear to be a 'party person',
& i may seem to be contacting ur old frnd,
u may nt know what i do in clubs,
& u may think tt ur frnd's hittin on me & im layan-ing him.

bt honestly,
im really pretty much a normal decent kid who has pretty crazy but extremely sane/safe frnds & we only go out clubbing when all of us r free(which is rare unless we're damn lucky - which we were recently. haha),
& i highly i doubt tt ur frnd's hittin on me, lah.
im nt even pretty to begin w/ anw.
even if he is, im seriously nt interested.
=.=

YYY

p.s. did i mention tt i got an ipod touch as an early bday present? YIPPEEEEE!!!!! my not-so-subtle hinting works! i love my girls. muacks! :)))

2010-11-27T20:30:00.003+08:00

cn i jst pay someone to sort out e 700+ pics & upload them fr me.
haha.

YYY

mom jst called.
:)))

2010-11-27T00:13:00.004+08:00

crazy night.
i realised its most fun when u least expect it to be.
jessie, jessie...
:)))

YYY

dear boy,
im nt some cheap random chick whom u think will gladly agree to jst come over to ur FRIEND's house - even if its jst to chill or whatevershitfuck reason.
insulting giler babi to e max.
kns..

YYY

im such a pussy when it comes to this.
maybe i should do a SeoHyun.

YYY

21st bday coming up.
hehehe.

2010-11-19T18:20:00.007+08:00

i want to leave this institution.
NOW.

YYY

i may be nice to u,
bt tt doesnt mean i like u or we're frnds or whatever it is tt u think.
i dnt trust u AT ALL.

2010-11-14T17:11:00.001+08:00

having a severe bout of explosive diarrhoea.
this feeling sucks.
i cn jst die alr.

YYY

wrking morning tmr!
feeling e monday blues alr...

2010-11-13T23:42:00.002+08:00

haven slept fr e lst 36hrs.
feeling extremely jet-lagged.

i didnt even bother to unpack my luggage jst nw.
cabbed home as soon as we reach sg,
took a quick shower,
met rafie,
& we took e lrt to d's hm fr e party.
so yeah.
been entertaining kids e whole day since.
x_x

i feel so lazy to upload pictures.
& i feel even more lazy at e sight of tt pink luggage, begging me to unpack her.
gahhh.
tmr, lah.

goodnight, world.

2010-11-07T04:35:00.002+08:00

cnt believe mommy's nt sending us off.
=.=

karimah's hot pink winter jacket is like taking 1/3 of luggage space.
seriously very e menyusahkan.
if its nt freezing cold there & i dnt need to wear it then im srsly gonna go berserk.
grrr.

still NOT done w/ packing.
shit shit shit.

2010-11-05T09:39:00.005+08:00

so many things to do.
so little time.

pics to upload,
things to buy,
things to pack,
things to learn, etc.

walandey.

YYY

leeeavinggg on a jetplane~ :)))

2010-11-04T08:46:00.000+08:00

been & bck.

dblo-zirca-rebel.

:)))

no more.

no more of this nonsense, pls.

ok,

i've decided to sacrifice d&d & clubbing session this sat.

dnt think i'll be able to juggle all these things.

i havent even pack my stuffs yet!

x_x

2010-11-02T00:45:00.009+08:00

uber last minute clubbing invitation frm hudah lst sat aftr wrk.
jst me, her & syed (i know im very extra bt i think they were desperate)
virgin halloween clubbing experience.
lol.
super exciting!
i saw freaking Ironman la sey.
bt i left at 0200hrs cos of morning duty e nxt following day.
boo.

definitely gg to make this a yearly affair!
:)

bumped into shazlee again?
wtfff.

YYY
i guess e PTSS has alr subside.
outcome still unknown.
bt i guess im ready to accept whatever consequences/punishment im gonna get.

YYY
horribly busy wk.
wrking everyday til my AL!
super pack w/ lots of activities!
gotta pack fr e trip, plus clubbing again on wed aftr wrk, prepare fr ezra's 1st bday party present stuffs, plus preparing myself fr D&D on e 6th(post ND!) which may incl a clubbing session aftrwards.
& my flight is @ 0700hrs e following day!
no rest!
x_x

YYY
y is e weather in korea so freaking unpredictable?!
so should i pack my winter stuffs or nt?!

2010-10-29T15:47:00.002+08:00

after 1 1/2 yrs of nursing,
i did e most fatal mistake a nurse cn ever do.

e severity of this issue.
even i hve no comment on this.
even e CEO know abt it & he's apparently damn pissed off.
feel so angry, stupid, dissappointed w/ myself.

at this rate,
i really dnt mind getting fired out of this institution.
jst dnt cut off my SNB registration, pls.

im actually pissed off w/ e ward sisters fr nt handling this matter well.
fucking lost headless rabbits.
y wasnt i counselled 1st by them?
to hve an ADN counsel u 1st before em, im telling ya, e feeling is fucking fucked up.

like seriously,
do u think tts e best way to treat ur staff?
giving me a fucking black face & picking on my mistakes e whole fucking day & pretending nth happen when all these while behind my back, u've escalated this matter to e ADN, corporate affairs & e CEO himself.

what?!

YYY

now is e time where i jst want to slp forever.

2010-10-24T04:34:00.003+08:00

late night movie-ing.
Life As We Know It was good.
i miss e gd times.
:)

YYY

wow.
u r seriously testing my limit.
jst get over this issue & move on, pls.
it'll mke e world a better place.

& i still think i did nth wrong.
hmmm.

YYY

dinner for schmucks - finally e appt is here!
yeay
<3

2010-10-23T18:34:00.003+08:00

finally its over.
hw did i actually manage to survive e lst night.
wasnt even fully conscious half of e time.
x_x

YYY

rebel or powerhouse?
or should i jst stay @ home & sleep.
hmmm.

we'll see.

2010-10-19T20:09:00.004+08:00

im seriously sick of doing complicated wound dressings.
seriously.
whats e whole point of it all.
cos we all know when she goes back home,
her wound would probably become alot more worst then before she was even admitted.
all those effort.
sighs.

ppl who dnt tke care of their loved ones pisses e crap out of me.
its damn sad & depressing to see all these old contracted ppl w/ like freaking multiple necrotic pressure sores getting admitted here.
& their kids pretending tt they dnt know tt its a big deal.
its a fucking big deal la cibei.

i hope karma bites back at these ppl.
arrggghhhh.

ok, random outburst.
bt 2hrs of dressing + desloughing + chemical debridement is pure hell, man.
been doing tt 3 times within a wk.
so tt explains it all.
GRRRRR~

2010-10-19T01:03:00.005+08:00

what kind of game are we playing now?

bugger doing some de javu shit thing on me or what sia.
i still think i didnt do anything wrong, tho.
hmmm.

YYY

wowieee,
someone got VIP listing @ freaking kudeta sehhh.
woot woot~

love my pops!
he's da best!
:)))

2010-10-18T01:05:00.005+08:00

had a HTHT w/ firah ystd.
poor girl,
we should start a secret organisation to terminate all e bloody mindfuckers out there.

YYY

i hate it when i feel e dissappointment frm e ppl close to me.

yeah,
i know one day i'll come to my senses & this will all be over.
bt honestly,
i dnt know when.

tt special person hasnt appeared yet so screw this shit,
im gonna live my live e way it is fr nw.
with limits, of course.

i promise.

YYY

finally,
an ecstacy to help me numb my over-fried, confused brain.

sophie kinsella has a new bk!

screw tt asystole mark in my bank acct.
i am sooo getting it.

2010-10-17T03:16:00.009+08:00

wow.
the aftermath feeling sucks to e max.

you know tt feeling tt u're gonna be in serious deep shit,
bt when tt impending doom finally comes,
u find out tt ur initial definition of 'deep shit' is jst a small minute fraction of e actual 'deep shit' itself.

fuck,
im seriously in a fucking deep complicated shit.
this has gt to be e worst shit i've ever experienced.
x_x

YYY

mistakes after mistakes.
when will i ever learn.

YYY

meeting nas later.
i hope he'll be able to cheer me up.

2010-10-15T01:10:00.005+08:00

lst min aftr-wrk clubbing session w/ firah, aisyah & jessie ystd.
super weird experience.
i swear im never gg there again.

oh wells,
whatever happens in da club stays in da club.

YYY

friend is friend,
bt when it comes to wrk,
we're all colleagues sia.

fuck,
i think im too nice alr.

YYY

cnt stand this shithole any longer.
im even thinking of sacrificing my june bonus nxt yr & jst resign on april once my bond expires.

fuck.
y am i so suey.

2010-10-11T02:53:00.005+08:00

10/10/2010 :)

YYY

super tired.

& super broke.

& super damn worried abt the upcoming korea trip & ibu's 1-mnth long absence nxt mnth.

i swear im world's most incompetent daughter ever.

YYY

idk where this is gg.

sometimes i really wanna talk things out abt this.

bt why?

when things are gg fine e way it is (assumingly),

one should jst shut up & enjoy e flow, right?

bt its so tiringgg.

& confusing at times.

idk...

argh.

forget abt it.

i like e way things are fr now.

so why e fuck am i complaining?

2010-10-09T21:22:00.004+08:00

work's a bitch.
bt at least my personal life's nt tt upside down as before.
so fr now, im pretty much contented w/ what i hve despite e several shortcomings.

extremely broke.
bt at least im happy.
tts all tt matters, right?
:)

2010-09-28T02:10:00.005+08:00

YNPS gathering.
to go or nt to go.
hmmm.

fuck care la, im nt gg.

YYY
walandey,
off day tdy bt kena called back to come to wrkplace for 2 hr course.
wtfff.
to go or nt to go.
hmmm.

nabey,
this one gt no choice boh pian must go lor.
sighs.

2010-09-27T00:00:00.002+08:00

2010-09-22T11:20:00.004+08:00

my back is aching like crazy.
massage like crazy bt no effect whatsoever.
hate this feeling, man.

watched a documentary on LBP e other day.
they mentioned tt its actually a physiological issue.
fuck, do e fucking researchers even know what it feels like.
its nt freaking 'mind over body' issue sia.
starting to doubt discovery channel's credibility...

am in a really grouchy mood cos of this.
i hate being in pain!
grrr.

YYY
alrighty.
3 NDs offcially over.
time to hibernate.
zzzzz.

2010-09-18T21:37:00.002+08:00

KNN.
if nvr help ppl comment, if help kena fuck upside down.
wtf is wrong w/ this fucking ward's mgx sia.
bahang siakkk.
damn fucking fucked up.

i seriously cnt wait to get out of this institution.
since i wnt be getting what i want anw.
no point wrking hard fr it.
i'd rather start fresh elsewhere than be stagnant & rot in this fucking place.
seriously no fucking mood to fucking work alr.

im really envious off all e other SNs @ other wards/hospitals.
y r we so damn fucking suey to get this woman ah.
fucked up sia.

YYY
oh fuckshit.
i jst overdosed myself w/ topical analgesia.
frm aching pain to freaking burning pain sia!
painnnnn!!!!!

2010-09-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

bonheur
:)

2010-09-17T02:23:00.004+08:00

gonna do wknd night duty, AGAIN.
i almost wanna go berserk.
bt in view of e current situation,
fucking no mood, lah.

FML.

2010-09-16T15:31:00.004+08:00

"we must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope"
- martin luther king
well mr king, one can only hope fr so much.

YYY
i really wish i cn get this one wish.
pls, pls pretty pretty pls.
its all i ever wanted.

YYY
e girls r telling me to stop being so fucking emo & work my ass fr it.

its easy fr ya'll to say it.
bt to do this takes ALOT of courage lor.
its damn freakin hard fr a kental, egoistic, pussy spoilt brat princess like me to do this.

so nw u why princesses dnt get their happy ending.
:(

2010-09-15T15:50:00.001+08:00

2 more days.
& tts it.

giving myself a mnth to recover frm this.
soo angry & disappointed w/ myself.

FML.

2010-09-11T23:36:00.003+08:00

omg.
im so tired these days.
i really wish i could jst slp forever.

YYY
i finally gt to hear what i wanted to hear aftr all these yrs.
bt i still dnt know if i can believe his words.
& i really dnt know what to do/say to him.

y does this still feel nt right?

oh alee,
stop being fucking paranoid.

2010-09-10T23:00:00.001+08:00

selamat hari raya!
maaf zahir & batin.

2010-09-04T01:06:00.004+08:00

accompanied katy to get some stuffs fr her bf tdy.
i actually promised myself nt to shop cos im alr on a tight budget this mnth.
bt in e end,
i got myself a Bershka top & a Charles & Keith wallet.

damn random & impulsive sia.

& nw im like seriously damn freaking broke.
die.
& hari raya is cominggg.
omggg.

on a side note,
another iftar session @ Arab Street.
this time we went to Nasrin.

ohlala.
im really loving all this weird & exquisite meals.
super yummilicious~

YYY
7 more days til end of Ramadhan.
its been a rather blessful mnth fr me.
so im so gonna be sad to see it go.
nt looking forward to Raya.

argh.
i really hate family gatherings.
so im hoping i'll be wrking frm Day 2 onwards.
muahaha.

2010-08-24T16:37:00.004+08:00

omg.

i feel so freaking malas to upload e bali pics.

& i've yet seen e bali pics frm wilfred's album.

im expecting a load of super unglam faces of alee.

its so traumatising!

LOL.

YYY

been busying myself with e upcoming korea trip.

trying to learn a whole shitload of korean phrases is hard.

e only ones i really memoried are 'how are you?', 'goodbye', 'what?', 'yes' & 'no'

pathetic, right?

hahaa.

YYY

census is baddd.

currently 10 pts & 20 empty beds.

i hope this continues on fr e nxt 2 wks til my wknd ND is over.

hahaa.

fat hope, alee.

bt seriously la,

i seriously fucking hate doing wknd nights.

one more time im assigned to wknd ND,

im seriously gonna fucking go berserk.

i mean like, i have a freaking life ok?

i need my wknds too sia.

KNS.

2010-08-20T17:45:00.006+08:00

i dnt want this cycle to repeat itself.
boy, y cnt u jst say it.
grrr.

YYY

had an unexpected sms & call frm an ex ystd.
whats up sia.

YYY

i wanna get braces,
& i wanna sign up fr a package @ NYSS.

2010-08-18T20:59:00.009+08:00

rushed to the robinson's sale @ expo aftr wrk tdy.
freakin funny & we all had fun!

typical singaporean AUNTIES.
even e sales associates(who are aunties themselves) laughed @ us & our shopping antics.
-_-"

our haul @ e end of e day.

my fave purchase would be e Mooks skirt!
& e one-mnth supply of foodstuffs!
x_x

ok, im broke.
bt at least i feel happy.
haha.

2010-08-16T00:42:00.002+08:00

goodbye, miss gan pei ying.
hve fun in NY!
<3

2010-08-15T18:09:00.003+08:00

okay.
9 mins down.
34 more to go.
i hope e end product looks good
:)

2010-08-12T18:25:00.002+08:00

back frm Bali.
this trip is definitely way better than e prev Bali trip.

ok, gotta rest.
my whole body is aching alr.

2010-08-04T02:13:00.003+08:00

im nt even gone fr my bali trip yet.
& i've alr book a flight tix to KOREA.
x_x

2010-08-03T23:05:00.001+08:00

my mom is creepy.
no matter how much i try to hide secrets from her, she'll still be able to find out.

2010-07-30T02:28:00.002+08:00

met up w/ e bali trip kids to discuss on e accomodation.
its less than a wk & our accomodation isnt even booked yet!
die.

ok.
think happy thoughts.
think happy thoughts.

2010-07-28T09:59:00.005+08:00

jst finished my 2 nights.
gotta be e best NDs ever!
haha.
& i ended it with e usual mcd breakfast deluxe meal.
simply blissful~
:D

nxt 2 wks roster sucks like fuck.
seriously.
gotta be e worst roster ever.
horrible horrible horrible.
i feel so angry jst thinking abt it!
argh.

on a happier note,
gg to bali on e 6th!
oh how i hope everything will go smoothly as planned.
:)

YYY

its his bday tdy.
so should i wish him or not?
hmmm.

2010-07-18T09:52:00.002+08:00

last sunday :)

YYY

2 nights down, 1 more to go.

e great thing abt doing ND is ordering mac's breakfast deluxe meal aftr wrk & eating em before heading to bed.
yummy yum yum.
:)

2010-07-16T00:28:00.003+08:00

ok.
its official.
god really has sth against me.

oh wells,
at least i gt my wallet back.
:)

YYY

doing 3 NDs this wknd.
fuckkk.

2010-07-11T22:52:00.008+08:00

OT-ed til 7.30pm tdy cos of lack of manpower.
am feeling super damn shagged nw.

i cant believed they bullied me to do a colonic washout.
grrr.

omg,
i jst finished a 12hr shift & im doing morning shift tmr.
diela.

sorry holland i wont get to see you play.
huhu~

bt on e plus side,
$$$!
hehe.

2010-07-09T23:46:00.001+08:00

omg,
this has got to be e WORST day of 2010.
i had e most terrible PM shift ever!

e terribleness is like totally beyond unthinkable level sia!
at one point of time,
i actually thought of stabbing myself with a pair of nurses' scissors to end e nightmare.
*cries*

YYY
i seriously need to file a police report on my missing wallet/IC before some asshole use it to borrow $$$ frm loansharks.

sighs.
can my life get any worst than this?
:-/

2010-07-08T23:53:00.002+08:00

crap, lah.
i jst lost my wallet.
& most frustrating thing abt it is tt idk when i misplaced it.
arrgghh.
was on e bus otw home when i found out.
i was so shocked tt i dropped down @ e wrong busstop.
-_-"

walandey.
this is so damn leceh, can?
arrgghh.

2010-07-05T17:34:00.002+08:00

arrgghh.
i can beieve i said yes.
me & my stupid mouth.
now i gotta bathe & go out.
i feel so lazyyy...
gahhh.

if its last minute cancelled,
i swear im gonna go berserk.

2010-07-04T22:34:00.001+08:00

i finally got my Agnes B glasses!
woohoo~

2010-07-02T18:33:00.001+08:00

this is what alee brings when on ND.
im like a certified true junkie, man.
yummeh~

ok.
i know tt's damn random.
bt i really love my ixus.
see how 'pop' e colours are.
hehee.
yeay.
:)

2010-07-02T08:17:00.003+08:00

i seriously hate doing 3 morning shifts in a row.
damn tiring, lah.
not forgetting e $ wasted frm taking cab to wrk.
haha.

im so broke alr.
x_x

2010-06-29T22:02:00.002+08:00

i was 30 mins late fr wrk tdy.
pretty lame reason, actually.
i got out of house @ 0630hrs.
usually i'd reach wrk by 0655hrs if i took a cab.
i think god has sth against me tdy.
frm e cab waiting time,
to e countless traffic jams along e way, etc.
by e time i reached wd,
everyone had alr started doing bedmaking.
power la sey.
1st time in 1 1/2 yrs of nursing i was this late.
huhu~

YYY

i finally got my camera!
the super awesome canon digital ixus 130 in HOT PINK
:)

happy happy tralalalalalala~

2010-06-28T22:10:00.002+08:00

went to TM to watch e 3D version with amir & ibu.
i totally dig this movie.
give it a 4.5/5
:)

2010-06-28T03:50:00.009+08:00

26th June 2010:

mid-yr bonus celebration @ Powerhouse.

it was such a boring night tt we all left @ 2 plus.
cabbed home & tapao-ed some macs along e way.
reached home @ 3 plus.
woke up @ 6am for work.
:-/

2010-06-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY KHADIJAH!!!

may Allah bless u throughout e yr.
stay gorgeous always,
dnt worry, be happy!,
& may our 9 yrs of friendship lst til eternity
Y

2010-06-25T23:32:00.002+08:00

lunch @ BJ's Nando's w/ khady,
followed by some light shopping @ BJ, Tiong Bahru Plaza.

YYY
gg clubbing aftr wrk cm.
LOL.
so totally random, lah.
this is one of e reason y i love my girls.

:)

eh, wait.
im doing MORNING SHIFT on sundayyy.
x_x

2010-06-22T12:30:00.007+08:00

(2.9 x basic salary) + $300 + ward & shift allowances = BOMB

3 more daysss...
$_$

YYY

feeling extremely (s)excited
im doing ND with shawnnn!
:)

on a serious note,
if she takes MC tonight,
im seriously gonna go BERSERK.

we'll see how tonight goes.

2010-06-21T01:44:00.004+08:00

celebrated regina's 21st bdae @ Costa Sands Pasir Ris.
had a super awesome time.
do take a look at e pictures on my FB
:)

YYY
i left my hp @ karimah's bag.
my hp is truly my one & only alarm clock.
& im strting wrk cm.
2 words: DIE LA!!!!!
x_x

2010-06-18T20:36:00.003+08:00

dropped by orchard building to collect e shiseido parlour cheesecakes tt i pre-ordered a wk ago.
i like e way e box was wrapped & placed in this gorgeous blue paper bag.
otw out, i feel as if i've literally stepped out frm e actual tokyo ginza shiseido building!
awesomeness~

nt only does it look gd on e outside,
this cheesecake tastes good too!

im like begging everyone out there to get them while stocks last!
i'll definitely drop by e parlour shop nxt wk to get my hands on e brandy cake & chocolate desserts.
muahaha.

2010-06-17T05:21:00.001+08:00

i suddenly hve this crazy urge to join NHC once my bond expires.

cardiology is indeed an interesting discipline to wrk in.
i've always hve this keen interest in ECGs readings & other cardio stuffs/procedures tt my cardio pts go thru.

plus,
NHC's uniform & nurses' medication vest looks awesome!
hehehe.

anw,
i do hve experience in cardiac nursing since im currently wrking in a med/cardio/geri/rehab wd.
even though cardio pts generally only accupies less than 1/3 of e ward,
at least it still counts as experience, right?
they'll definitely tke me in, right?

idk why i suddenly hve tt strong desire to change discipline.
i seriously need to make my mind up before june nxt yr!
whatever happened to you paediatric plans in KKH, alee?
ahhhhh!
so confused.
x_x

wrking in KKH means gd bonus $$ leh,
bt if i were to join, i'll definitely hve to tke a pay & job grade cut!
its like strting anew,
& i'll be considered a junior/new SN despite my 2 yr experience.
i mean its fair lah since i really hve no experience in paeds nursing.
bt still, its so depressing, can?
its like i've been wrking fr 2 yrs fr nth.
sighs.
sometimes i really wonder why i signed up fr e sponsorship here.
:(

bt paeds nursing has always been in my heart.
eversince those NUH paeds student attachment days...
*feeling nostalgic*

ahhhhh!!!!!
how how how?
KKH or NHC?
:-/

2010-06-15T00:10:00.003+08:00

I AM SO GG TO TOKYO, JAPAN TO SEE JULIA Y

oh & yes,
tix book fr e Bali trip.
& im still nt sure if i'll even get e leave or nt.
haha.
*prays hard*

2010-06-14T06:39:00.000+08:00

im officially on AL.
DO NOT DISTURB, okay.

YYY
BALI.
to go or nt to go.
e vacation dates are so weird, lah.

oh boy,
august's gonna be a hectic mnth fr me.
gahhh.

2010-06-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

im officially terrified of APO cases.
i dnt want another drama happening in this wd again, okay?

YYY

i hate it when my juniors(no matter hw senior they are) dnt give a shit abt their wrk.
hrly para means hrly para, lah.
hw can anyhow suka-suka one.

some ppl should really go back to sch to study.

i really cnt stand it when she drones on abt her MOH days.
MOH days are over, lah.
now is JCIA time, man!
get a grip of yourself, woman!
grrr.

2010-06-12T05:29:00.007+08:00

i slept fr a hr ystd, post PM shift.
so by e time i ended wrk(AM shift) today,
i was totally zombified.
didnt even bother to wash my makeup off before i zonked out.
gross, right?
haha.
thnk god lydiana offered a ride hm.
:)

YYY

im on leave nxt wk.
still shocked abt it.
i thought i booked my leave on e lst wk of june.
feelin so lost right nw
idk what to do nxt wk.

i seriously hate being on leave when im broke.
gahh.

i jst spend a bomb ordering e Shiseido Cheesecakes.
wah piang 60 freaking buckeroos, leh.
die die die.
nw i really really dunno what to do.
damn broke giler babi to e maxxxxx.
SIGHS.

i want more money money moneyyy.

YYY

e roster aftr my leave SUCKS.
fuck la,
all e shifts when im on duty only has 3 SNs on duty.
wtfff.

oh wells,
once in a while we all gotta suffer, right?

2010-06-08T10:10:00.001+08:00

i think my good luck streak has finally ended.

i had to 'pack' 2 pts lst night.
x_x

im generally a very lucky person, leh.
out of my whole entire 1.5 yrs as a SN, so far i only tapao-ed 1 pt.
so having to tapao 2 within e same shift - i was damn surprised, lah.
really didnt expect them to go away drng my shift.
haix.

luckily there wasnt any admissions lst night,
& thank god i had theresa to help me out on e bereavement stuffs.

i swear im a robot.
i cnt handle all these emotional stuffs la.

2010-06-07T09:52:00.002+08:00

i hate wknd nights.

its always the busiest,
& its e suckiest cos there'll only bt 3 staffs on duty.

& i really really hate being IC on wknd nights.
especially when my IV list is freaking ALOT,
& my bld taking lists is also horribly ALOT,
& it really sucks when u hve a bloody lazy-assed HO on-call who's actually supposed to be doing all e IV plug setting & bld taking at night bt does NOTHING & still hve e bloody nerve to come 3 hrs later fr it (walandey, bld results alr OUT lor -_-)
& nt forgetting having to f/up with all e stupid nonsensical stuffs tt e irresponsible PM ppl didnt do (setting of IV plugs, giving PO meds tt wasnt served earlier on, filing lab results, labeling bld tubes, etc)

to sum it all up,
my night was HORRIBLE
i really thank god there wasnt any admissions tt night.

i can just DIE alr la.

fuck,
another 1 more night to go.
THANK GOD there'll be 4 staffs tonight.
i hope no one takes MC.
gahhh.

2010-06-02T21:27:00.004+08:00

im nw totally tramautised of IDC insertions.

dnt ask me why.

i hate to drag myself out of bed to go to wrk.
sometimes i really wish i can slp forever.

1 more yr to go, alee.

1 more bloody long yr.

2010-06-01T03:06:00.005+08:00

why is it tt whenever im arnd, there'll be MICU transfers?
2nd time alr fr e past 2 shifts!
grrr.

its like totally dejavu, lah.
same bed number,
same type of symptoms leading to e arrangement of MICU transfers,
ordered by e same AC,
same diagnosis also!
e only diff is tt its jst a diff pt.
hahaa.
this is too good to be true.

anw,
got reprimanded by sister tdy.
i hpe this dosent get roll called.
it'd be so embarrassing, lah.
nt fair.
everybody does it bt y must i be e unlucky one to get caught doing it?

i've been so unlucky lately.
sighsssss.

YYY

on a happier note,

went to Isetan TM.
finally gt my White Lucent Intensive Spot Targeting Serum!
its been OOS lately.
& my redness & blemishes are really starting to annoy me.
so im really happy its available!
:))

now im wondering if i should book an appt fr e makover.

its been days since e strt of e GSS & im alr broke.
i want $$$$$$$$$$

eh wait,
GST offset package is out!
i'll be gettin my moolah by july.
woot~

money makes alee a very happy girl.

2010-05-30T18:26:00.005+08:00

"She usually loved the sun to reign, but today she enjoyed the surplus of rain."

i finally got a kate spade bon mot bon shopper tote!
:)

2010-05-30T01:39:00.003+08:00

jst gt hm frm wrk.

guess what time i left e wrkplace.
12 MIDNIGHT, ok.

FUCK, TTS A RECORD!

i've had enough of working aftrnn shifts.
its so frustrating, lah.

2010-05-29T02:24:00.003+08:00

ystd was my off day.
received a call frm e wd to come bck & wrk.
without any hesitation,
i said no.

im nt heartless.
its jst tt i seriously dnt care anymore, lah.
so what if e wd is only left with 2 SNs & 3 ENs to tke cre of 30 pts?
let them wrk their ass off, lah.

i really had enough of sacrificing myself fr this wd, lah.
help also ppl wnt rmbr.
help also ppl still talk behind ur back.
help also ppl still backstab u.
help also pt & relatives still give u shit treatment.
so whats e point of helping in e 1st place, right?

i really jst wanna get this over & done with.
1 more bloody (long) yr & im done.

bloodyhell,
i cant wait to leave this shithole.

YYY

on a lighter note,
i hope my twin sis is enjoying herself @ HK.

& guess what,
ibu, osha & amir are also gg to HK nxt wk (2-6th June).

seriously, what is up wit ppl gg to HK nowadays?

& i cant believe im gonna be stuck @ home with my DAD fr e nxt 2 wks.
OMGGGGG.
die.

2010-05-27T18:33:00.006+08:00

dropped by Goodwood Park Hotel's Deli fr some nice durian pastries takeaway aftr wrk ystd.
a dozen durian puffs, a slice of durian strudel & a mini durianmisu all fr $28++
yummy yum yum.

gt hm to find out tt kiki also tapao-ed a slice of e durian mousse cake frm e Deli!
hahaha.
we all gt durian overdosed ystd.
=.=

nw i jst cant wait to fr e dessert buffet!
$25++ only leh.
nw who wants to join me?
:)

YYY

actually e real reason y i dropped by orchard aftr wrk is because i wanted to buy e oh-so-famous Shiseido Cheesecake.
this cake is only available @ e Shiseido Parlour in TOKYO.
bt i heard tt they'd be specially importing it here as part of their 40th anniversary,
i actually went all e way to TANGS Orchard fr nth.
cos i found out tt e cheesecake will only be available frm 18-27th JUNE onwards.
-_-"
alee damn slenger la.

nvm,
i will DEFINITELY keep e dates in mind & buy e cheesecakes once its available!
eh really, leh.
this cheesecake is a die-die-must-try-one.
so pls pls pls do try them out!

speaking of Shiseido:

they're having their 40th anniversary clebrations @ Isetan TM

im like damn excited, can!
lots of free gifts waiting fr me!
will definitely book an appt fr e makeover session (once roster is out, shift work sucks)
hehehe.

this upcoming wk is gonna be an exciting one!
:DDD

p.s. aiyo, Goodwood Park Hotel & Shiseido should PAY me fr all e advertisement im doing fr them. HAHA.

2010-05-23T20:44:00.002+08:00

i am sooo gg! :)

2010-05-21T03:05:00.000+08:00

another horrible PM shift.
ended wrk @ 11.30 tdy.
& i totally NBM-ed, NPU-ed, BNO-ed frm 1-11.30pm.
seriously want to die alr.

i tried being nice, bt whats e use when all u idiots still treat me like shit?
i might a well stay true to myself & be a hard-assed bitch.
bloody motherfucking PIEJIEMEIS.
they think they rule this motherfucking ward.
they're all a bunch of motherfucking hypocrites.
screw them all.

this freaking ward/mgx/pts/relatives/PIEJIEMEIS situation is beyond crazy.
i cant tke this anymore.

2010-05-18T23:57:00.009+08:00

i jst gt hm frm one of e most horrible PM shift ever.
argh.
too horrible to even speak of it.
imagine wrking frm 1pm til 11pm without any toilet/dinner break!
horrible horrible.
jst glad to be home.
D:

YYY

anyways, here are e pics frm Nyx & Matthew's wedding dinner lst Sunday held @ Sheraton Hotel. enjoy :)

SNs of Wd 25 :)

silly me. i bought a camera bt didnt bring memory card =.=

nyx & matthew singing a duet :)

our wedding souveniors: a box of macarons, mini fondue set & a pack of cute poker cards!

nyx & her 'sisters' giving a dance performance.

lovin e cheongsam, nyx! :)

i was feeling damn full!

sempat amek gmbr kt toilet.

mini photocards momentos fr e guests :)

2010-05-17T19:11:00.005+08:00

insomnia getting frm bad to worst.
i jst cant slp damnit!

been slping at 7-8am,
waking up at 2pm.
would spnd e day either slacking @ hm or i'll be out.

i expect myself to be tired @ e end of e day.
bt nooo,
e cycle repeats itself.

i really tried gettin to bed early.
bt i really cnt slp!
its seriously fucking pissing me off to e max giler babi.

so much so tt lst night i actually triple dosed myself with Pirition.
8mg is not even enough lor.
haix.

idk why this strted eversince i was down with H1N1.
yes, its known tt tamiflu does gives a person insomnia.
bt seriously, c'mon.
my antiviral course was only fr 5 days.
i'd expect e insomnia to be over once i've completed e anti-viral course.
bt nooo.
this stupid thing still persists.
so i assume its nt due to tamiflu.
bt what?
what shitass reason could it be?
grrr.

sometimes i think god is out there to torture me.
haix.

starting wrk cm.
i really hope this issue dosent affect my wrk la.
shitass.

YYY

on a lighter note,
attended Nyx's wedding ystd.
pis will be up soon.
:)

2010-05-10T02:16:00.007+08:00

tamiflu givin me insomnia.
gahhh.

YYY

kakak fatimah called me tdy. i nearly didnt wanna answer e phone cos e last time she called me, our phone conversation lasted fr nearly 2hrs. can u believe it?! alee taking on e phone with a MAKCIK fr more then 2 hrs? haha. serious shit, i aint kiddin sia. so yeah, anyways, i did answered her call & we talked. thankfully, e conversation lasted fr a gd 15 minutes. haha. ok, this piece of entry is totally random & unnecessary -_-

YYY

i've finally finish uploading my HK pictures @ FB (hence e pic above). 2 freggin days to choose, edit & reload em. & aftr i was done, this hudah bugger still cn sms me sth like this: "babe, when r u gonna upload da picz, my bf buggin me alr."

-__________-"

who is buggin who siaaa... member gerams aje. grrr.

YYY

ok, bye.

2010-05-07T13:55:00.000+08:00

presenting symptoms: fever x3/7, myalgia x3/7, runny nose x2/7, dry cough x1/7
tx & inx ordered: nasal swab, medications fr symptomatic relieve
final diagnosis: URTI with H1N1 +ve

this is how im spending my AL.
gonna be stuck at home fr a wk (til e 13th)
*sobs*

boredom is alr striking me.
gahhh.

what to do.
what to do.
what to do.

*feeling lost & bored*

2010-04-30T09:41:00.002+08:00

someone kidnapped my super hot red polka dot minnie mouse pen which i got frm hong kong disneyland *sobs*

2010-04-29T14:34:00.002+08:00

*hint hint*

2010-04-26T16:07:00.002+08:00

i had a taste of an actual resuscitation ystd - aftr a yr & a wk of wrking as a registered nurse. like finally, right?

it was terrifying. esp when i was e one who witnessed everything - frm e moment pt was fitting befor collapsing, til e moment she was sent down to MICU.

the irony is tt earlier on otw to wrk, i took e same bus as chia lee (fellow MICU mate) & i was telling her not to transfer to me any post-MICU pts. i should eat my own wrds nxt time. LOL.

anw, it was without any doubt e worst sunday shift ever. 1 resuscitation & 3 admissions on a morning shift. this is beyond crazy. someone clearly hasnt had a shower before coming to wrk. grrr.

appraisal done tdy too. happy with my appraisal marks & rating. bt was seriously unhappy when sister informed me re: my anger issues. someone had told her abt it & tt i even scolded a dr before. WTH. i may be one angsty kid, bt i hve nvr scolded / disrepected any drs before lor. stupid idiot. i really curse tt staff to e bottomest of hell, man.

anyhows, really appreciate e talk with sister. i'll try to tone myself down, lah. bt its damn hard if u're wrking in this wrd. all e petty pts & relatives. i really think eastern singaporeans are e worst bunch of singaporeans ever.

11mnths & 3wks to go before my bond expires. cnt wait to get outta here. i really think med/geron/cardio/rehab nursing isnt my cup of tea. feel like gg to NUH's CMI or KKH fr a taste in peads nursing. hurhur. bt its still a long way to go before i can even think/plan of doing any thing fr e future. right nw, im jst concentrating on staying alive in this ward. HAHA.

<3 alee

2010-02-25T22:30:00.002+08:00

sighs.
im really damn sianz of wrking as a SN alr.

idk.
maybe its this ward.
fucking full of fucking demanding pt.
fuck,
i think even e A class pts dnt demand as much as these bunch of assholes la.
really regret wrking in a paying class.

or maybe its 'cause of e new NM.
follow book one like crazy.
dnt care abt her staff's welfare.
2 staffs alr quit since she came.
and many more took lst minute MCs.
like, wth right?

fuck,
i jst cnt wait to get outta here aftr i finish my bond.
i dnt care aymore la.
since i know im nt gonna be promoted or offered an adv dip or whatever.
fuck,
im too lazy to kiss her ass/suck up to her like e others la.

i really cnt wait to get outta here.
14 more mnths to go.
countdown begins.

life is in a really shitty phase right nw.
sighs.

2010-02-12T21:44:00.003+08:00

nt one of e best weeks of my life.
i wish this would jst go away quickly.

2009-12-31T22:51:00.006+08:00

its NYE.

looking bck,

2009 was all about work & meeting new ppl.

i lost some 'friends' on e early prt, bt gained new ones in e end.

work is shit, bt e returns are great.

family-wise, still sama-sama.

haha.

despite e occasional shit happenings,

2009 has been quite a pretty gd yr fr me.

& im really happy at where im standing at right nw.

the best thing about 2009?

PET SOCIETY :)

alrighty, aleecatz sayz HAPPY NEW YEAR!
cheers~

2009-12-25T16:56:00.003+08:00

merry christmas & happy holidays!

ward party was a blast!
i got my Body Shop Jasmin set frm Jessie & a GUESS bag frm Karimah.
& both Atikah & Lyza really liked their presents.

had a mini birthday celebration fr Wei Sheng aftr tt.

& e karoake session with e ml girls @ night.

pictures will be posted soon.

when im nt busy.

haha.

tataa~
:)

2009-12-09T17:41:00.003+08:00

crazy bdae wk.

05/12/09
clubbing session @ powerhouse was crazyyyyy!
i am officially in <3 with powerhouse.
e podium is awesome.
& e crowd is even better! (no freaky keparat guys)
even tho e music isnt as great a dblO,
i'd still choose powerhouse cos e dj is really friendly,
plus e bouncers r really a funny bunch,
one of them even gave me chocz!
LOL.

06/12/09
CRAZY!
my first time handling a death case (in my post party-sleepy-mood)
thnkfully family members were prepared of it,
so it was pretty much alright.

i actually forgot ibu's bdae tt day.
& i felt really bad,
cos i lied to her on her bdae.
gahh, im sucha bad daughter.

07/12/09
CRAZY monday morning shift.

08/12/09
i had to wrk aftrnn shift cos of e last minute holiday plans.
was suppossed to be doing floater duties,
bt some really inconsiderate asshole put me up on doing IC.
was feeling damn PMS beginning of wrk,
bt my mood kinda settled down towards e end of shift.
haha.

YYY

am doing ND this 2 nights.
followed by my AL!!!!!
woohoo~
cant wait to get out of wd 25.
:))

til then, ciao~

2009-12-08T04:25:00.005+08:00

05/12/09: powerhouse @ st james. i'll let e pics do e talking. :)

p.s. pics taken frm angel's camera.

2009-11-06T14:14:00.005+08:00

met khady after a looooong time.
ate at secret recipe.
then we went window shopping.
n i bought the TWENTIES GIRL bk tt i've been looking fr!
happiness~

cant wait to hang out with her again, possibly this saturday if in nt tired.
haha.

YYY

idk why, bt i suddenly gt this impulsive feeling to want to buy a fedora hat.
i know, very the ketinggallan zaman.
bt i've been seeing a few georgeous ones frm river island and flash n splash..
nk beli, laa.

ouh,
n not forgetting those uber hot shades frm river island.
nk beli! nk beli! nk beli!

tapi, kan.
bende2 nie sumer mahal sey.

:(

p.s. gosh, i sound so whiny. no wonder no boys want me :-/
p.p.s. doing ND tonight with ateh marichu, miss MOH n hudaLICK. what an effing great combination. gahh.

2009-11-01T22:18:00.009+08:00

29/10/09:

malam jumaat Dbl O session with my 'B' (lol) and her gfs.

bumped into syazwani (e uber georgeous lady on e lt pic) while ordering drinks. she's frm YNPS. and also happens to be lyz's cousin. and lyz happens to be karimah's CCA junior & my lecture mate @ NYP! haha. small world indeed. :)

freaky keparat guy behind us!

all in all, t'was a fun night filled with 'sexy dancing and girl grinding'. i swear e guys (incl e gay ones) arnd us wish they were girls! LOL. had supper at CQ's McD and then i cabbed home while e girls returned to Hotel Re!

YYY

i hate it when i only get one rest day aftr doing 2 ND in a row. and like e following day im doing MORNING shift (on a MONDAY some more -_-"). like, seriously wtf, right? grrr.

and im officially not doing junior work on my ND. my junior skills is so karat! & honestly, its nt fun changing diapers and taking hrly parameters e whole night thru, isnt it? haha. i was so slow, lah. even maryjoy had to help me on alot of things. haa. paiseh, man. trauma, sak. :/ see? this is what happens when u do IC fr a looooong time. :(

2009-10-14T02:23:00.002+08:00

goddamnit.
I FUCKING HATE M1!!!
arrrggghh!!!

wtf sia.
my last outstanding bill(sept) was less than 10 bucks lst mnth.
n my latest bill(oct) isnt even out yet!
what is this sia!
yeah, my bill may have 'suddenly' increased exponantially this mnth bt tt does nt give u e right to cut off my line sia.
bloody shitheads.
its not like im nt gonna pay my bills or what.
they have no right to cut off my line just like tt.
e latest bill isnt even out yet!
nw how e fuck am i gonna sms/call ppl up and meet up with them when u bloody hell cut off my line.

fuck.
fuck you, M1.
im so fucking angry.
fuck fuck fuck.

c'mon everyone, lets switch to SingTel.

2009-10-13T16:00:00.003+08:00

i hereby conclude tt e 11th was by far e best day of yr 2009.
here's what happened lst sunday:-

i had e BEST MORNING SHIFT EVER,
plus e super enjoyable jasmine's surprise party e night before.
haha.
took me & karimah almost 2 hrs to get ready before meeting huda to cab over to lyd's house.
we stayed at her house fr like 6hrs!
& me & huda stayed behind a lil later to do some 'project'
:)

YYY

went fr stoma wrkshop with regina ystd.
interesting.
& sr png told us tt either one of us has to be in e stoma support grp while e other has to be in e pain team.
& guess what?
im in e pain team wit yukun & huda.

me?
a Pain nurse?
interesting...

YYY

alrighty, til then.
gdnight.

p.s. dreading e 18th sak. working night shift with miss MOH and miss PMS. oh boy, may god help us all.
p.p.s M1 is a mothereffing fucked up telecommunications company ever! i cant wait to change my line. urgh.

2009-09-28T18:00:00.014+08:00

nxt time must remind myself to take mc whenever im doing night shifts on wknds.
total suckfest, man.
y do i hve to always be IC.
yes, i know im still 'new' and drng ur days as a 'new' staff u did IC fr e whole yr.
i get it.
bt tt was a gazillion yrs ago, and nows 2009.
urgh.
im so effing pissed, man.

YYY

on a lighter note,
im simply addicted to fb's pet society.
check out aleecatz's rooms:-

ok, bye.

2009-08-22T06:57:00.005+08:00

the things u do when u're bored doing night duty..

I JUST OPENED A FB ACCT!
haha.

:)

2009-08-07T00:20:00.002+08:00

impromptu meetup session with zaf aftr my course tdy.
chilled @ eastpt starbucks til late.
and i got a free ride hm frm aisyah.
happy, lah.
:)

p.s. & i cant wait fr our brazilian waxing 'date'

2009-08-06T11:35:00.000+08:00

jst got hm frm e 1st and possibly e worst night duty shift i've ever encountered. im so traumatised.

2009-08-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NURSES' DAY!
:))
first yr celebrating as an SN @ CGH.
whoa,
being a nurse is great, man.
i love e stuffs tt SingHealth & CGH gave to us.

e celebration @ CGH was awesome!
i won a prize in a lucky draw,
got to eat great food,
and most imptly,
our ward's performance won e 1st prize fr e Viewer's choice award!
woot!
hard wrk finally paid off.
500 buckeroos babe.
chalet time!!!
:))

went out with khady aftr tt.
popeye-ing, followed by some shopping before finally catching e firewrks.
t'was a great day.

alrighty,
will put pics up if im nt lazy.
:)

goodnight, all.

see ya later alligator.

2009-07-30T23:43:00.005+08:00

just got home.

off day today.
went out wit mom, amir & osha for lunch at swensons.
met up wit lydiana, regina & huda afterwards and we all proceed to cgh for our nurses day rehearsal.

am friggin tired.
thank god im doing aftrnn shift tmr.
alrighty, goodnight.

p.s. pls pardon e poor image quality as these were taken frm a webcam.

2009-07-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

i just bought 2 pairs of Levis jeans on impulse e other day.
300+ down the drain just like that.
& now i dnt even feel like wearing them.
haix.

wth is wrong with me.
im suppossed to be saving my $$!

dang,
i will need 9 night duty shifts will cover up these losses!